white_iris_down (white_iris_down) wrote,
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white_iris_down

I'm special darn it!

That was my job! That was my dance partner!
And it is MAY! MAY MAY MAY MAY MAY!
Frustration levels just transcended the neat little waffle squares of the compartments of my life.
MAY!
May I ... Simon says... Do this, do that. And you are not in control. You MAY do or you MAY not do. But Things MAY not fall.
Ah yes, what is MAY usually the month of? Graduation. I don't have one.
Really, it is the month of expectations. Other people's. Yours.
I forgot.
Expectations. For idealists, this is not a tranquil month.
MAY is also a month of "MINE"s.
This is MINE, That will be MINE, MINE is better than Yours, lets take MINE camping.
MAY is SUPPOSED to be a month of FULFILLMENT.
So what happens if you forget the Expectations, and Fulfillment? You get jealous and frustrated easily.
At least if you are me. I need some grapefruit juice and a swift knock on the block. Maybe then I MAY get over it.
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